I never realized that I ACTUALLY CRAVE FOOD when I am bored. Not when I am sad, not when I am mad, not when I am happy. BUT when I am bored.
OMG that really sucks for me because I get bored EASILY. Especially coz I am living with my parents. I cant go out a lot ( a lot mean more than once a week otherwise they start acting weird). And because of this my few friends here automatically assume that I am not gonna make it most things and I am so out of the social scene.
I went to school in LA and now I am in Norcal. So all my friends are far away. SO NO SOCIAL CIRCLE.
My bf lives about 2 hours away so its not like we hang out a lot.
I paint --- but how much can I paint!!!
Like right now I am so bored -- sitting on the computer -- typing a long *** message-- and craving a cheesecake or something chocolatey!!





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