Seriously...where did my motivation come from today?? I have NO idea!!
BUT, when I went to the gym and weighed in, I was at the same spot, 205. I was annoyed. SERIOUSLY annoyed, and I said "Ya know what? Get your fluffy butt down to the treadmill and do something about it!" So I got down to the treadmills and started doing my regular workout (Normally 30 - 45 mins at 4.2 walking)
When I got to about 8 minutes, I said "Screw that, at 10 minutes I'm just going to run." Now, let me explain something. I DO NOT run. Under any circumstances. IF there is a rabid polar bear on fire chasing me with a spear, I might
consider jogging. I am totally anti-run. But for some reason tonight I just said "Okay chica, enough with the pity party. Let's do this shiz."
And I ran. FOR 10 FULL MINUTES AT 5.2!!! WHAT?!?!?? Who is this girl thinking she can just DO that?!?!? Well it's me, and I actually enjoyed it (sort of. I mean, who REALLY likes running as much as they like getting foot massages or playing with puppies...). I ran for 10 minutes, then walked for 10, then ran for another 7, then walked until 45:00 came around. It was so fun, and I feel like I really DID something. I was sweaty and a hot mess, but it felt really good!

Just thought I'd share with people who'd really understand