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ChristinaGetsFit , 08-25-2008 01:21 PM

My story is one many of you can relate to, this is not my first time. Once again I am trying to lose the weight I seem to keep packing on year after painful year. I was always prone to being overweight, and have been for most of my life. After I had my son, 10 years ago, I never lost the weight, I just gained more of it to keep the other company. This time I can't ignore it, I am physically exhausted and emotionally drained. I knew last November I need to lose weight being at my highest ever at 345lbs. I started to experience some circulation issues and realized that I was really in trouble. You would think that would have been the "ah ha moment", the wake up call, the rock bottom everyone talks about that turned it all around, but sadly it wasn't.

I spent this entire summer foolishly eating whatever I wanted and how much I wanted of it. The result has been very scary. I work from home which is great in some aspects, but not so much when you are obease. I never have to get dressed if I don't want to, so I can pretend I don't notice the weight gain. I knew I was getting fatter this time, I just didn't realize how out of shape I was until it was time to meet my sons teacher last Thursday. I knew I was having difficulty just standing long enough to take a shower. So I was not looking forward to all the walking that I would be doing at his school. My fears were no were near as horrid as the reality of that day. I thought I was going to collapse in the middle of the hallway with everyone looking. I was huffing and gasping for air like I was suffocating, and I really felt like my heart would explode. If I could of had one of those scooters to ride I would have done it, despite the embarrassment that would have caused me. Sure I have been overweight for a long time and my body always adjusted to it, but not this much weight, and with such a sedentary lifestyle.
So what am I going to do about it? Well, I rejoined Curves today, and found out the truth from my nemesis that I am 386lbs. I can't believe I am that close to being 400lbs, it's something I would have never thought possible for myself. Anyway, I am going to be doing Weight Watchers again and I use Fitday as well. I knew I needed to be held accountable by more people so I went searching online for a good community, and I found this site linked from DottiesWLZ. I joined last night and I am very excited about finally doing what I need to do, and being with others that will understand my struggles and help me celebrate my successes. I look forward to getting to know many of you in the months and months to come.
Thanks for reading,
Christina

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Lovely , 08-25-2008 01:26 PM

Christina -

I'm a fellow WWer! You may want to check out a few different places to start. There's the 100 lb club, the 300+ area and there's a Weight Watchers section under Diet Central.

I'm so glad you've joined. 3FC is very supportive and understanding. After all, every single one of us is here for the same reason.

Please, take your time, look around. Post wherever you're comfortable.

All the best of success! You can do this!

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TJFitnessDiva , 08-25-2008 01:45 PM

Welcome to 3FC!!

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luvja , 08-25-2008 01:46 PM

Welcome! I'm new to this site aswell, and so far, I absolutley LOVE it. Lots of support, people dealing with the exact same issues as you are. It's fantastic.
I wish you well on your journey to a new life!.

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Tammy73 , 08-25-2008 03:17 PM

Welcome Christina!
You'll find lots of support, advice, knowledge, encouragement and inspiration
on this site. Congratulations on making the commitment to your new way of
life. Just take it one day at a time.
Best of luck!
Tammy

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carinna , 08-25-2008 03:33 PM

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MotoMichelle , 08-25-2008 03:58 PM

Welcome! You've taken the first step. Good for you and good luck!

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dolphinlvr , 08-25-2008 04:05 PM

Welcome
Christina:

Sound like you need a hug

I am new here and I have to agree this is a great place to be a part of. The woman here are very supportive of each other and there are plenty of places to choose from. You'll find the right fit!! I wish you best in your trek for a better life! Just take one day at a time and look within yourself and to others for the strength to not give up and keep on course!!!

Karen

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bunny43 , 08-25-2008 05:22 PM

Hello and welcome Christina....

This site is incredible. It's filled with lots of helpful information as well as inspirational stories.

Good for you for wanting to become more healthy! Try not to be overwhelmed by the amount of weight you want to lose. Baby steps sometimes is the best approach!

gail

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guynna , 08-25-2008 06:18 PM

hi Christina, and welcome! You have picked a great place to hang out; everyone here is supportive, and I've found lots of good food / exercise / motivation info on the different boards.

You can SO do this -- it's one day at a time, one pound at a time, one inch at a time!
anita

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EricaBG , 08-25-2008 06:45 PM

Welcome to 3FC. I too am in a similar situation but I am doing something about it and you are as well. Telling yourself that you are going to do it and this will work is hard and once you can really believe in yourself you can do it. I absoloutely love Curves. I lost a few lbs just working out there 3 times a week for a half hour a day. I am also going to be starting on Nutrisystem soon and it will definately help! If you need a buddy, your private message is more than welcome and we can chat thru e mail or AIM. Again, welcome to 3FC and best of luck on your journey!!!!

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ChristinaGetsFit , 08-26-2008 04:53 PM

Thanks everyone for the warm welcome and encouraging comments.

~Faerie~ I plan to get over to the WW group sometime this week. It was actually one of the many reasons I decided to join 3FC's. Congrats on loosing 100lbs. I wanna be there or better in a years time. For now I will try to just focus on getting healthy, cause the amount I want to lose is very overwhelming.

~Karen~ Thanks for the hug, I really did need it. Sadly, an Ehug almost made me cry. I really got to lose this weight, I was never a cry baby before. lol

~Erica~ I also did very well on Curves. I lost over 60lbs doing that and WW's in about 8 months back in '05-'06. Good luck with Nutrisystem, I tried it before and it didn't work for me, I felt deprived from real food. It is very convenient though and that can make a huge difference. I hope it works for you, but don't give up if it doesn't.

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suenami , 08-26-2008 07:04 PM

Christina, welcome--I am so glad you have joined us! You'll do fabulously here!

-Susan

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Lovely , 08-26-2008 08:21 PM

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Originally Posted by ChristinaGetsFit

~Faerie~ I plan to get over to the WW group sometime this week. It was actually one of the many reasons I decided to join 3FC's. Congrats on loosing 100lbs. I wanna be there or better in a years time. For now I will try to just focus on getting healthy, cause the amount I want to lose is very overwhelming.

I know the overwhelming feeling. Small steps. And smaller goals, like the 10% have really helped me along the way.

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