arg.... you know what sucks is family when they havent seen you in months and you tell them you gained weight and they tell you "wow you dont look it" now is that them telling you you always looked fat or what...." i felt so huge after he told me that and he saw me at my goal weight grr........ or was he just being nice?

anyways i bought myself something it is this stepper thingy... i am working up now i tried to do it for 5 min and hmmmm i was tired and wore out... now i gotta get motivation to get on it every day when i get up in the AM i am already slacking..

also i have very weak arms hands and wrists... what should i do to work them up i cant even go in push up potions without them hurting....

goal for the rest of month drink less soda and more water!!!!