Hi all!
It's been a hectic week. I have the day off from babysitting today. I had every intention of getting back on track today since my new journal I bought on ebay arrived. But it's fair week. Fair week is a BIG deal around here. My BIL shows dairy cows and this year will also be assisting in beef and with administration stuff as volunteer work for his college scholarship. So we spend ALOT of time down there. I am thinking since I ate some of teh fair junk yesterday I would limit myself to a funnel cake sometime this week and then try to eat healthier. They have baked potatoes, maybe I can find a way to keep the toppings low point and eat that. We'll see.
I've been struggling for MONTHS now, just not being able to get on a roll again. I am sure some of you know the feeling. I have been comforting myself with food alot, when I am stressed, irritated, bored. It's that same old deal that DH can persue whatever he wants and I am stuck here with kids. So I am trying to cope and so far I have been coping with food. But I even do it once the kids are in bed. It's like they go down and I can relax and I reach for food to sooth the ruffled feathers of the day. I just can't seem to get on track. I have no clothes that fit that should be motivation.
Well since I have the day off I need to clean, and do laundry. I did put my resume in for the preschool teacher position at teh preschool that I was considering sending my duaghter. We'll see how that pans out. It may be more trouble than it's worth b/c I'll need childcare for my 2 year old 3 mornings a week, and then we'll have to arrange care for the baby I watch.
Well DS is into stuff and DH is yelling at me, so I ahve to run have a good one.