its not so much that it took me years to get to my current weight because of my eating habits, i mean i know that i caused this but.. my oldest is 6 i gained 40 with her lost it and was happy at 155 or so. got pregnant with the second one and lost 20 in the first 6 months, gained only 10 of it back before i had her. after the second child i was right back to 150-155, not bad, by the time she was 6 months old i was gaining it back with a vengence! my youngest is 3 now,and over the past 3 years i have gained...i'd say 25-30 pounds. life changes and stress and overeating and everyother bad choice i made has gotten me here. so with that said i guess i was just making more excuses,lol its just now that im settled in my life and all is quiet, well as quiet as it can be with kids,lol and now i want this for me and i want to be the mom that my kids need, not the one they have to settle for, the one that is very unhappy and miserable in her own skin.
i know its taken me years to get this way, but i really want it to change and have no control over myself anymore