I ask this only because this has been a feeling of mine for years and years - and no one can understand me. I am not sure what my fear stems from other than, strangely, the fear of being looked at? The fear of being attractive to the opposite sex. I guess being overweight has been that comfort for me. I have never been thin. As long as I can remember I have always been the fattest one in class... the chubbiest girl in the group, etc. I have no idea what it means to be thin or what I can possibly look like.
Now all of a sudden I'm not afraid anymore, but it has taken me a long time to be okay with this.
Has anyone else experienced anything similar? Have there been incidents in your past that have caused you to think this way? Just curious.