Hey all. Here I am, cranky AGAIN. I can't even blame TOM this time. I'm just good old fashioned funked out. No real explanation. My DD is a spark (6 yo guides) and is selling cookies. Guess who ate about 10 without even realizing it? I'll give you a hint - it wasn't DH, DS, or DD
I have got to get motivated and back on track. I am so tired all the time and it feels like too much energy to plan meals that are what I should eat. I made a healthy meal yesterday, but ate way too much. I have to go into the city again for 3 days this week and have the challenge of eating out and being fed at the meetings. Yuck. The little one is sick and clinging to me. Poor baby. There are days that my energy is just zero and this is one of them. Exercise? Haven't even tried. I walk a little when I can get away.
I tell myself that I really want to be healthy, but keep doing stuff that isn't healthy. I feel weak and out of willpower. I'm embarassed to admit all this stuff. I just can't believe how hard this is. I did post on the journal for a few days and it was just too depressing b/c I couldn't stick with anything.
Any suggestions out there for picking up, dusting off and getting on with it?? (and no, I don't think I'm clinically depressed. I've been down that road and this isn't the same one)