Hey chickies,
I just need a moment to vent, and beg for a pity party, a pep talk, a kick in the pants...I don't know what I need! I feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place and am not sure where to go from here. I've been with LAWL for over a year, and right now I weigh more than when I started. The lowest I ever got was 16 pounds down. I'm frustrated and burned out on this plan, I don't want to weigh and measure, I don't want to count circles, I just want to stuff my face! I eat a cookie, scold myself, then reach for another one. DH is frustrated because he doesn't want to (and shouldn't have to!) be my food warden, one minute I ask him to "help me" stay on track, then get mad when he does what I ask...BLAH!!!
Sometimes (like now), I think of exactly HOW MUCH of our hard-earned money I've spent in the last year and to date I have NOTHING!!!!!!! to show for it!!!, and it makes me feel so awful I want to cry. I swore up and down a year ago that this was going to WORK, and I'm totally at a loss for what to do at this point. Thoughts? Sigh.