Hello to all.
First off, I am glad that I found this forum. I am 36 with 2 children and have always been fat. Since I was born, I've been fat. I am very depressed about it now as it seems like I will never win this battle. As a stay at home mom, I don't get to talk much with adults, which seems to make it worse.
I have been crying all weekend about this and I think my husband is tired of it. If I were him, I would be sick of it too!!
I gained 50 lbs with my 1st child and got pregnant again when he was only nine months old. I am up to 290 pounds and am 5'7". I feel like everyone stares at me when I go out - I am a size 24 - and I don't even look in the mirror anymore.
Even though my husband says he still loves me no matter what size I am, that doesn't make me feel any better. I have a closet full of clothes sized 18 and 20 that I keep, hoping I can fit into them again.
I really need your support, please. I just feel so depressed.
I am sorry this is so long.
Sienna