I agree with Howie......it's the talking that brings you closer, and I'm really glad that you turned to us for support, my little Mezster. That's what we're here for. And it really is a shared journey.....that's a really big thing to know and realize. Big hugs to you AND your husband! (Now tell him to quit leaving that crap by the computer, ok?? Or better yet: don't allow it in the house! Ok, no more soapbox.
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