Oh, I know exactly what you are talking about. I've been the odd ball in my family from day one! Trying to fit in just made me miserable, but it is ingrained in us! You always want to try and be like all the other girls, all the other kids, all the other families. Well, I've decided I'm going to be different! Now my husband is going nuts because I'm encouraging our sons!
:wink: Too much fun!
I'm trying to get a handle on the eating, but I'm doing poorly. I didn't have anything to eat last night from 12:30p until I got to the grocery store (yes, I overspent) and had some of my sons fries and burger from mcdonalds! grrr! I knew better and did it anyway. I've been good today so far. I also purchased all good food from the grocery and I have a menu!!! Ok, I'm really not that organized, but I just subscribed to this online menu mailer and it has been a Godsend!
I'm rambling. Well, a little bit about what is going on with me. We are trying for another little bambino and have major fertility issues. So I've been taking drugs! Well, I thought for sure that they would make me gain immediately and A LOT, but they didn't! Actually I think they are what contributed to those extra few pounds gone this weekend! But keep us in your thoughts and prayers as this will be a very obsessive and stressful time for us. And I definitely don't need the stress
I'm getting a new (used) car!!! Probably tomorrow. I have been driving my husbands truck around. Can you imagine as I've lost the weight what I would look like. It's a Dodge Diesel (long wheel base, mind you) 4X4 with oversized tires. When people look at me funny I just smile! What else can you do!!
Ok, I'm bored, if you haven't already guessed and I think I'm going to try and get out of work as soon as possible today, but who knows. The boss is off on vacation again and I hate taking off if she isn't here because you never know how she will react. Not to mention I have my annual evaluation next week!!!
Talk to you later!!