Ever get the feeling you're out of control and don't realise it until it's too late and don't know how to stop it? I mean OMG, I'm totally OP for the 3 weeks of the month. But TOM comes around and it's like CHOCOLATE city. And once I actually EAT something chocolate I'm disgusted (satisfied, but disgusted) with myself for giving in. Even though every chocolate thing I've eaten so far is within the guidelines (nothing is "regular" or non-Atkins friendly), I still feel guilty. Should I? Or should I allow myself a week of letting the leash go a little as long as I'm good the rest of the time?
I totally wish TOM and this need for chocolate would go away! It makes me feel like such a wuss and totally out of control! GRRRR. Maybe if I told myself, ok. you can have 1/2 a bar each day of TOM but be super strict the rest of the time. Oh he**. Just lock me in a room for the week of TOM and be done with it!!!!