Well today.. I didnt do very much.. I went to one class that was scheduled for today... I came home.. cleaned a little and then napped...
I didnt really feel good at all today, I think because of 9/11 and everything I just get really depressed. And it brings back all the feelings and even new ones.... a close friend of mine was murdered in December of 2002 (his memorial page is located at http://www.geocities.com/darcytristessa ) .. and since then ive been having ups and downs.... and I think 9/11 also brings back feeling of the pain of losing my friend... so i just.. didnt do a whole lot today and tried to sleep everything off....
I managed to still keep up with my 21 Day Challenge.... I did 20 sit ups! (as opposed to 15) and did 5 push ups... I really just didnt feel like getting on the walker machine thing today.... and I REALLY wanted to cheat so bad on my diet.. I just wanted to eat everything..... I guess maybe to cure the pain. But I didnt... well I gave in and had 3 bites of a Klondike Bar and put the rest back...
*sigh* I hope tomorrow will be a better day...