If I can just lose one more pound I won't qualify as obese, just overweight. I'm 5' 2" and 164. I started in January at 180 and the lowest I've gotten to is 163, then gained weight back. Every day is a struggle against my binge eating disorder. I get the urge to consume huge amounts of food every day. It's so hard to eat a recommended 1200 calorie diet. Anyone else get confused how you can be so disgusted with your own body, and yet give in to these urges to eat 3000 calories in one sitting? I have my before pictures under weeks/week 1 of my website, https://cnight62.github.io and when I look at these pictures that were taken just two days ago I get so upset, though I know it could be much worse than it is and I really just look the worst in a bathing suit compared to regular clothes...but anyway I'm hoping keeping these before pictures on the internet will motivate me to stop binging.
Anyone else have before or before and after pictures they want to share?