Hey Rubens *hug* - I know how you feel about needing to see some kind of reflection of loss on the scale. I'm fighting that one myself. I think it's better to use the measuring tapes, though. Or at the very least, use them in conjunction with the scale. I know that when I was lifting regularly, I gained weight, and gained it fast. It was frustrating, to say the least. But I was also losing inches, and a lot of them.
But I was so determined to see a loss on the scale, that I stopped lifting. Alright - so I did see a pounds loss. Quite a large one, compared to what I'd been doing. BUT my pants started to be tighter, and honestly, I looked fatter. My belly stuck out more, my arms jiggled more, all over I was just looking flabbier. I think the thing about building muscle is that it takes time to see the offset of muscle gained to fat lost. Especially if you're like me, and build muscle quickly. I have decided I'm going to lift, and to heck with the numbers. Now, to be realistic, I did find that upping the intensity of my cardio really did help the numbers to move. So I think the consistent application of both is the key for me.
Now I just have to start getting to bed early enough to get up by 4:30 to have time to do it!!! I need more hours in the day!
Yesterday was a booger for me because it was my BFs birthday. It wasn't really too bad until we got to the yummy french bread with dinner and the cherry cheesecake pie for dessert.
*sigh*
Today, back OP - but BF is taking me out to dinner on Saturday night and I will *not* be watching the calories, I can pretty much guarantee that. I know I'm eating my anxiety still - perhaps not to the same extent that I was, but ... when I get back from AK I'm really going to have to crack down or I'm going to end up gaining back all the weight I've lost!!
Can't have that.