Hello everyone Im little_lost_me I currently weigh 238 lb and my goal weight is 150lb and dream goal is 120 lb I am about 5'2 in height.
a little background story time...
I was always a chubbier kid I always remeber having a flabby stomach. but when I look back at the pictures of me in junior high and high school I was pretty thin. but I never felt that way, I had body dismophia and I could not physically feel or see myself as thin.
It wasn't till about 190 lb that I realized (too late) that I was thin back then( I used to be a size 7!!!!) but at that time I would binge eat thinking I was fat and eat my feelings. It also doesn't help that I was also developing schizoaffective disorder. which made me depressed/sad and I would eat more.
now I am 24 and with the help of an occasional binge eating and weight gaining antipsychotics I am now 238 lbs.....the highest I've ever been was 240 and I swear if I gain any more I'll end up being one of those people on my 600 pound life.(heck I on my way if I don't get serious now)
so here I am ready to lose.
nice to meet you all.
