Hello, I just signed up today and thought I would introduce myself. I live in Leeds with my hubby and two boys. When I was a child I had a heart problem and due to that I was very skinny. The problem rectified itself as I grew and by the time I got to around 10 I started putting weight on. I’m an emotional eater for sure but I also eat when I am bored, tired etc. I am sure there are others here who can relate.
Back in 2014 I managed to lose around three stone, getting down to just over 14 stone which was the lowest I had been in years but then me and my husband hit a really rough patch. We decided to split up, I sorted the mortgage in to my name while he looked for somewhere else to live. We told the boys which was one of the hardest things I have ever done. Then….. driving to Southport airshow with my boys I had a bit of a mini breakdown and ended up calling my husband from the services saying I couldn’t be without him and we had to get through it all no matter what. It wasn’t an easy time but we got through it and we are very happy now. Unfortunately I totally lost focus on my weight loss and gained everything back that I had lost!!
Also I’ve gained weight with every pregnancy and I had another baby in June 2015. My sister is unable to have children and after her and my brother in law had tried IVF a couple of times (once with me donating eggs) I offered to be a surrogate for them. I had my beautiful neice by c-section in June, she is absolutely wonderful and the light of her mum and dads life but that last pregnancy and section seemed to wreck my body!
So here I am!! I am sick of hating myself and deleting every photo, I am sick of thinking that my husband can’t possibly fancy me so I keep pushing him away, I am sick of being too tired to play with my children. I started Feb off at 17st 2lb. I haven’t really done anything to now but I have started logging on my fitness pal and my goal is to start small with just swimming twice a week and walking on my lunch break at least twice a week. Hopefully as time goes on I can increase that.
It’s good to be here. I’ve been reading some of the success stories and I am blown away with some people’s remarkable journeys. If I can do even half as well as some people I would be over the moon.