Hi everyone. I'm assuming there are a lot of folks I will recognize here, and even more I won't. The short version...I joined here in 2005, lost 135 lbs or so, maintained it for a few years, became a moderator, had a baby, and then kind of dropped off the face of the earth.
So, where have I been? Well, my life fell apart drastically and thoroughly. My grandfather went into a pretty fast decline, went onto hospice, and passed away last July. Sarah and I were still adjusting to her being a stay at home mom, and there was definitely more tension in our relationship than we had ever had before. So it was already HARD.
Then in September 2013, our house burned down, and we lost it and everything in it...my wife, son, and I weren't at home, but our dog and our cat were, and neither one survived. We ended up staying with friends for a month, then moving into a rental for a little over a year, then back in with the friends, then finally, finally into our rebuilt home last month, after 15 months of rebuilding and homelessness.
In January, my dad was diagnosed with cancer, and in March, he had surgery at Stanford to remove it. He is thankfully doing well. In February, I took a different role with lots more travel and a lot more pressure at my company, because nothing says "I am ready for a new career challenge" like your life being an utter wreck and being in the middle of a gigantic house construction project.
In June, after 5 years of struggling with neck/shoulder pain after getting thrown off my elliptical trainer (freak accident), I finally found a specialist who identified the problem, or at least thought she did. Several months of testing and scheduling later, and I ended up having surgery to repair a severe tear in September. I have only gotten range of motion without pain back in the last month.
There is more, but those are the big ones, and honestly it started going into "so ridiculous as to be unbelievable" territory.
My son is now just over two and a half years old, and I've still got about 25 lbs that honestly, I thought I would have lost by now. But I didn't.
With that said, though, I am going to give myself some credit here. Yes, I have 20 or so lbs of weight that can't quite be called baby weight anymore, now that I have a BOY, not a baby. BUT. All of those things happened. A LOT of things. Like, a whole whole lot of things. And what did I do? I maintained.
When I had no kitchen to cook in, I maintained. When I literally had no mental energy to track anything, I maintained. When I really wanted to drown myself in chocolate to deny the fact that my life was a wreck, I maintained. When I couldn't do any physical activity for 2 months or so post shoulder surgery...I maintained. I'm still in the same jeans I bought for myself the day after the fire when I had no clothes.
So do I want to make progress? I sure do, that's why I'm back. For one thing, I lost a TON of muscle not being able to use my left arm for 8 weeks, and I'd like that back. And part of me debated posting in the Maintainers forum at all, since after all, I'm about 35 lbs higher than my lowest and 20-25 lbs from my happy weight. But you know what? I'm still a maintainer, because I MAINTAINED.
And so I'm back and can't wait to get to know all of the new folks and contribute a little more.