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Originally Posted by Sally Pineapple
So why am I freaking?Anyone else ever get this anxious over their weight? I am scared to step on the scale in the morning.
I do this ALL the time!
I was just talking to my husband about this very thing, this weekend. We had a fall festival on Friday, we had to eat out for lunch on Saturday, had a wedding shower (late afternoon) on Saturday, had a business dinner at a clients home on Saturday night and homecoming Sunday aftersoon! I told him that the thing with me is that I KNOW this is part of making a lifetime change to my eating habits. I can't live in a bubble once I get to my goal weight so I'd better not try it while I'm on my way. BUT once I get to my goal weight, if I have a weekend like this....and put on a couple/few pounds......I won't have as big an issue with working to get it off. It's that feeling of wasted time and effort that I get when I gain, while losing, that is so discouraging. I know that it is all part of the process; gaining and stand stills while losing is a NATURAL part of it......BUT it still throws me every time!
Just don't give up and don't beat yourself up over it!
I was very proud of myself this weekend. I did have a chili dog and a cookie at the fall festival but I had very little for breakfast and lunch. I ate a reasonable amount at lunch Sat (you know, about half what I would have eaten before), had a handful of grapes at the shower (instead of cake and all the other goodies), a reasonable dinner with the clients (even had the dessert that she served me), and ate a nice meal at homecoming (but skipped supper).
All of that may not seem like much to some, especially those who don't have the addiction to food that I have, but believe me it wasn't easy, but it also wasn't as hard as it would have been 2 months ago. It's a journey, a learning experience, don't beat yourself up over one day. Chin up!
And, Jill, take your own advice here! LOL! I need to come back and read this when I'm having "one of those days"!