Hello,
I have been on here before, but what has transpired over the past week has made me return.
I was to be married very soon to a wonderful man, who was giving me a beautiful wedding..something I have always wanted. Long story short, when my wedding dress arrived, I took one look at myself in the mirror and knew I could not stand in front of people looking this way, much less stuff my face with cake and look happy, knowing what people would be thinking. I then and there cancelled venue, cake, minister...the whole thing.
I do not understand the disconnect between motivation and action. I WANT to be thin and healthy. I want to live the life a thin person knows...so WHY do I get up each morning and not do anything about it?