I love this site because I feel like I can actually open up on here and not be constantly judged. I always have "those days" where I am at work or hanging out with friends and I see how great they look and how skinny they are and I feel the need to adjust my clothes so it wont show any rolls. I know I should not compare myself to them, but I have never been self-confident about my weight so I just see them and wonder how it would feel to actually look great in the clothes I want to wear. I know I am new to this whole weight loss thing again so I know I have a long way to go. Every time I try to lose weight, I think I just assume the weight will come off like a Band-Aid. Now I even have some people in my life, who when I tell them I am trying to lose weight and exercise, they kind of laugh or smile at me like "yeah right."
I just want to prove everyone wrong and live the life I have always wanted. Happy and Healthy.
Tomorrow will be the first day of exercise, whether I like it or not. I could really use some motivation!