I was walking through campus last night with a couple of my roommates, and as another student walked past us he called out, "you girls are UGLY!!" I got the sense that he might have only been teasing us; we all laughed and kept walking- the girls seemed to get over it pretty quickly. But for me, it stuck. Because honestly, I've never been called that before in my entire life. I mean, yes I realize that I'm hideous, but to have a complete and total stranger confirm that thought- it only made me feel THAT much worse about myself.
So I feel like crap. I don't want to be seen, because I'm so fat AND so ugly. I literally just want to lay in my bed in the privacy of my own space forever- but I can't.