I have now lost 51 pounds - having just broken through that 50 pound plateau yesterday. I was telling my mom how sometimes I still don't see the weight loss...that I still feel and (in my mind) look like I did at 223. I remarked that, "I just cant see the skinny me in the mirror sometimes".
She went on a 15 minute rant telling me, "you aren't skinny. You are smaller but you aren't skinny." over and over again...
God knows I know I am not truly "skinny" but skinnier than what I was. I felt like total crap when I was able to get off the phone.
At 47 why does she still get under my skin as badly as she did when I was 16?!?!?!?
~end rant/whine~