i know this is grossly off topic, but i'm sitting up at 2 a.m. and i can' think of anywhere else to turn to except all of you.
1) my best friend (i mean, we called each other sisters) has pretty much told me she has no desire to maintain a relationship with me. she's had a "serious" boyfriend (he's 19, she's 16) for the last 4 months and ever since him, she's spent about 4 days with me and she's trying to tell me i'm the one who's changed, and it's killing me because i LOVE her like a sister, but she just doesn't care. she was everything to me. now she's going back to her old best friend and ignoring me pretty much.
2) my mom hasn't called in two months. i am beyond pissed. i mean, i've always lived with my dad but she's always lived within an hour of me and we see each other about 3 times a year. am i not good enough or what? how dare she treat her own daughter like this??????? she doesn't know about my 4.0 or my favorite color or anything but when we're together the 3-5 times a year she somehow ALWAYS knows what's best for me. what a psycho. and the worst part is.... she's manipulative and always backs me into a corner and makes me feel wrong and eerrrrr.
3) i'm so discouraged by this weight loss thing. i HATE this. i HATE myself. it makes me SICK when i see people who started here around the same time i did or much later and have already far surpassed me. i know i shouldn't compare myself, but, i mean, let's be serious. it happens.
well.... thanks for reading that. (God Bless you if you are a believer) Any advice or suggestions? anything will be treasured. sorry about the length and nature of the thread. i just figured you would know what to do. -apryl