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Originally Posted by shcirerf
For the record, you are one of my hero's for your dedication and commitment and perserverance to a healthy lifestyle!
This actually brought me to tears! I'm not an emotional person typically, but this was a very comforting thing to read when I'm feeling so defeated.
Everyone's comments were so encouraging and positive, I really felt so supported from everyone, thank you all so much.
My baby will be 4 months the weekend after Thanksgiving. And like so many of you said, I really need to remember that before being so hard on myself. I feel like since dieting requires not eating that in a way its not something I have to *do* but rather something I *don't* have to do, and therefore should be easy and require no extra effort.
But as was so accurately pointed out, not only does it take extra thought to diet (count measure etc) but there is an instant reward when going off plan, meanwhile the reward for staying on plan is off in the distant future.
I, too, am driven in other areas of my life. I'm a type A personality, organized and efficent...accpet with eating. Food is my place where chaos ensues...