Sounds like me some time back, except I had a fur lined pity pot, one source of pleasure.
It truly is the pits being so down and out. A true loser. Yup, been there dun thet.
But on the bright side (yes, there is a bright side) you are almost there
You are almost to the point of being so tired of being sick and tired that you are almost ready to do something about it.
You know what to do and when you get to the last straw you will give up and start recovery. Until then you can continue living in your rut, not only living in it, but bringing in new furnishings to make the place feel real comfortable.
When you reach that point please be sure to let me know, I will then love hearing of your progress and share some of my recovery experiences with you.
B F R
big fat rooster
23 lbs dropped over the last 53 days and feeling MUCH better