Hiya ladies!
Congrats Kayin!!! And happy late Birthday
2muchbelly -- I'm there with you. I always weigh myself more than once. What was really hard is when I hit the 100s....I still put a 2 in front of my number. I was talking to the hubby the other day about me weighing 283 and he starting laughing. What is crazy is that there used to be a 3 in front of my number. Amazing how far we've come!
Bigmid--well over 5 pounds in a week is still super impressive! At least you didn't gain 10 pounds and stay there! Here's hoping those last 5 fly by too
As for me, sorry I was pretty much missing in action last week. I've just been so tired since the baby quit sleeping at night. She is now finally at least sleeping for 2-3 hour stretches, so I am starting to have a little more energy. Not great, but better than the every hour wake ups! Can't wait for her to return to her old normal schedule of 7-8 hours at a time. Seriously, I haven't slept a full night through now in 9 months, sigh. It will be soooooo wonderful, ha ha.
So anyways, between lack of sleep and just trying to catch up with everything else, I've been kinda MIA. I did want to say thanks last week for all the kind words about my loss
I loved when Dumpling said I was a lady on fire, ha ha. Made my day. It is crazy that in April I weight 250 when I restarted and now I can almost see the 170s. I never imagined the 170s before. 199 and a size 14 has always been my goal. In fact, my passwords used to be about skinny jeans being a size 14. It was such a far away goal. And now I am in misses size 12s and almost 20 pounds below my original goal. I can't keep up, ha ha.
My 15 year high school reunion is in 3 weeks, and I would love to be in the 170s. I went through most of high school being a size 12 (of course back then everything was firm and I didn't really care that I was curvy as it was in the right places, now I am a size 12 and things def don't look the same ha, ha). Then the summer before my senior year I gained about 100 pounds and graduated at a size 18 or maybe larger. I have pretty much stayed a size 18/20 since then. Sometimes going up to 22 or even 24, and once in awhile losing weight and going down a little. Anyways, whole point being is that is going to be so nice to go back to my reunion smaller. I actually skipped our 10 year reunion because I was so embarrassed of my size. Thinking back over the years -- I have skipped a LOT of things because I have been embarrassed of my size. Not taking my kid to the pool. I actually didn't go to a classmates funeral last year when I was 270 as I couldn't bear to see people. And then I felt extra horrible for not going. Avoiding going on hikes with people because I knew I wouldn't be able to keep up. I hated summer and loved winter because I could cover up fat rolls with hoodies. It is so much different for me now as I don't avoid going places. I'm no longer embarrassed.
Not sure where that really long post came from, sorry. I just started typing and going off, lol. I guess it is just so hard for my mind to catch up like 2muchbelly said. I can't believe I didn't do this sooner! Life is so much better now!!!!