So I posted my profile and some pics on match.com. I wasn't expecting 500 responses, but thought I would at least get some interest, even if it was just the perverts or losers who wanted to make fun of me.
What I got was worse: nothing. I had one guy from Mexico who supposedly liked my photo and one other guy who didn't even post a pic. And that's it.
Yesterday it said 44 people had seen my profile. And I got two responses. That's a 5% response rate..
I always suspected I was an unattractive loser. This experience just reinforces my beliefs. Even after losing 150+ lbs, I repulse the opposite sex. I feel so discouraged that I don't even want to post on eharmony or another site because it will mean more rejection.
I am used to being ignored in real life and I assumed it was ugliness coupled with lack of confidence. But you can't see confidence online. And I chose my best photos.
I am destined to be alone. The sooner I accept that fact, the better.