I dont know where to start this is the first time ive ever talked about this but heres some background: until i was 12 i was actually underweight and i hated food. when puberty made me gain weight, i freaked out, then accepted i was fat and began binging. As i got older i.tried to lose weight. i bought those thinsation things and would eat the whole box in one day. a few years after that i get to weigh 140 pounds which is way too much for a woman with a very small frame at 5'1". one day i suddenly changed. i dont remember how i did it but i stopped eating almost completely. i developped unhealthy weihht loss tactics and dropped to 110 pounds. i was finally confident, but lost it a couple months later. My binging returned with a vengeance. i started eating those packages of.instant ramen dry. id eat like 8 packages a day, plus 3 meals a day and still want more. now im worse. i dont go an hour without eating. today ive had hashbrowns, 2 cups of yogurt, a banana, a kiwi, a cup of jello, a glass of chocolate milk, 2 special k meal replacemnt shakes, 2 whole sleeves of ritz crackers, 4 slices of sandwich meat; a slice of cheese, a bag of thinsations chocolate popcorn, a bowl of rice noodles, 3 hard candies, and a can of canned crab meat, and 3 skinny cow chocolate popsicles. probably.more i cant remember. ive gained 17 pounds in 2 and a half months! i need help! how can i stop this???
edit: 76 views? please someone..anyone just give me some advice im never not eating