So, I'm just irritated with myself. I been doin the 30 day shred. Today, I should start level 3 but I don't feel like I can yet. I haven't worked out the last 5 days. And every day I beat myself up. I'm sitting here in my workout clothes and I am just bored of it.
I've lost 8 pounds this last month and inches, that should be motivation enough right? I just I want to do the fun work outs, but I know my body needs to tone up badly. And weights and squats are getting so old!
What do yall do when you're in a rut? I need to restart my motivation. This is the longest I've stuck to working out on a regular basis- only a month I know. But, normally I stop around day 20 of working out. I put smiley faces on the days I do on the calendar it feels great. What is wrong with me? What do yall do?
It stresses me out thinking I will do this the rest of my life. I love how I feel after and I enjoy hoping I'll get to wear shorts this summer. And, with all the changes I don't understand why I don't love it. Some people like my mom eat everything, cookies every day. I work so hard to have 3 or 4 or a week. I'm just blah! I should love it by now. I should want to work out, right? I wish there were a magic pill to make me body be interested in doing the boring mundane things that make it eventually look good! I feel whiny, I'm sorry. I just need something or someone to give me a new push. Cause I've lost mine lately.