I still have a long way to go and don't get me wrong, I am starting to look at normal sized clothes (esp pretty dresses) but never really envisioned myself below a 16.
The other night I was in a break room where there was a full mirror, I ALWAYS look in mirrors now, and I had a mini panic attack. I thought, what am I going to do when I loose at this weight? I've never known what's it's like to not shop plus size.
I know it might sound odd, and of course I am excited about what's to come, but for that minute, I freaked.
I have seen, on my fave wedding shows, woman who have lost weight and freak out because they can't believe they are beautiful, have nice figures....some of them are crying with joy, some of them aren't ready to come to the realization they are smaller.
I mean there is a lot of psychological (IMO) aspects to weight gain, retain, and loss. It can be scary.