Hi everyone, I'm sorry about the depressing topic, I guess I am just looking for some sympathy and advice.
I am feeling very heartbroken right now. My boyfriend of 4 years and I basically broke up last week. I say basically because we've agreed to take some time to ourselves to evaluate and see what we want. But I feel in my heart that it is over, because the only way for us to move forward after this would be if he were willing to make some changes, and I know that he won't do that. And I'm tired of being the only one making changes and trying to make it work, and the only one who puts the others feelings first always.
I love him so much though and I am in such a bad place. I have been going through a pretty hard time in my life recently, and I have been leaning on him a lot, so without him I suddenly feel very lost. I am trying so hard to stay positive but I can just see endless lonely miserable days ahead and then I start to break down.
So I need your help everyone. Help me get back on track, I am determined to come through this a stronger and happier person. Any advice, stories or words of wisdom will be very much appreciated.
Sorry for the long rambling mess.