dont think your CRAZY at all........
My hubby hasnt looked at me, since He saw me with my clothes off on our wedding night...
I was 150 lbs..... then, and Losing.... with just a slightly pouchy belly... not really that bad at all...
Now I am over 200 lbs., a Miserable person to live with...at times, and I bet he would love to see me at 150... probably even make mad passionate love to me then... LOL, I have to beg now..........
So NO>>>> I dont think your crazy........ They are MEN after all... and for some funny reason they all too often seem to think it's better in the pasture next door..........
I am sure that my husband will be delighted with me when I get below 150, he compared me to Miss Piggy, and himself to Batman, before we got married... (*gee did I miss that one or what)...
But I have told him all along, he would not stay thin forever, and since he began driving truck over 4 years ago.... he has gained weight around his middle, and has a pooch on him... so that he needs to work off a few pounds now... and I am sure the shoe will be on the other foot before the year is over....
NOT>>> To say I dont love My H.... I do, just dont like his attitude towards women, and Me...of course...
Oh, and did I say......... YOUR NOT CRAZY><>>>> LOL,