Hi everyone,
Im a guy who has lost over 100 lbs from 448. My lowest has been 237 and in between I have ggained and lost 100 lbs. I have the metabolism from ****. At one point I was on ibuprofen and i gained over 100 lbs in a year going from the 240s to 351. Basically if i go on a 1500 kcal diet regime i will lose at first a lb a week and then boom my metabolism dies and i maintain or boom i gain 5 lbs. I have copiously exercised. In order to lose the weight i did it by periods of intermittent fasting. When I was maintaining I did so on one meal per day.
Recently my father passed and had to move in with a cousin who is midsized obese herself and has no concept of healthy eating. When i moved in here I was at 293 and then began a high powered multivitamin regime and began gaining in copious amounts roughly a lb per day to where i reached 320.
One day i went on a long hike about 5 miles and got down to 316. TWO days later the acale read 327!!! My cousin just doesnt understand, no one does, i am extremely sensitive to most foods weight wise. It boils down to if i eat "normal three meals a day i explode, if i fast i lose, very little in between. I was 259 in October. I am completely miserable, I am experiencing rashes and such i havent felt since i was 448 lbs and I just feel cursed like all the hard work ive ever done is shot to **** and i feel like no one believes me that ubree meals does this to me. I havent been eating the healthiest here but not 30 lbs in a month bad. Mycousin incontrast puts on like uhree lbs. If i continue at this rate i will be well over 500 lbs in a year. Ive tried to talk this tbrough at another diet forum and just got a lecture about thenpsychology of overeating and a recommendatipn for weight loss surgery. But some people do have glandular issues and i feel like im screaming into an abyss.
I havr no insurance and often feel a tightening in my tbroat. Short of water fasting, dunno what to do, just so tired of living in a bodynthat feela likena prison where people make assumptions. Anybody else in a similar situation?