I'm finding myself really surprised by some people's reaction to my weight loss. If I were always thin, I don't think they'd have the same reaction. However, since they've seen me lose a bunch of weight, they seem to be more aware of my body and my weight and all that and I feel that they're jealous. They might tell me complements but I can tell that they're not happy to give them out. I'm getting to the point that I wish I could move so that people would just forget about the way I used to look. The worst is when I see people who I haven't seen in a long time. They seem to be in shock and just can't get over it. They don't see how much I suffer with my migraines or how much I struggle with my son with special needs. They think I have this perfect life and then I find myself having to complain a lot so that they'll be less jealous, which is just crazy because I really don't wanna complain.
Am I the only one going through this? It's not a huge deal and I keep reminding myself that I'm so grateful and I've put in such incredibly hard work and I do realize that I could gain it all back at any time (with my food addiction/binge issues)....so anyway, I just wanted to vent about it.