Today I took an agility test for the police department.... AND I FAILED MISERABLY!!! I actually already work there as a dispatcher but I was taking the test to get on the road. Well, I had been working 2 full time jobs for the past couple years to get to this day.... just b/c I knew I was going to have to take a cut in pay.
So, after I had lost almost 100 pounds, gained some back while I was working 89 hours a week, and continued to work 6 days a week..... I decided I was going to have to get into shape more than just the WL and the bootcamp that I had done when I was only working 1 job. So, I hired a personal trainer and worked really hard while still working 6 days a week. I was in the gym 2 times a day most days working on push ups. That was my weak point, "so I thought". I made it through the push ups with some left to spare.... however, I did not make it past the sit ups. I got 7 out of 22.
I feel soooo bad b/c I put all my eggs in one basket and it bit me in the rear. I should have known better than to do it, I thought I would skate by on the sit ups, but that was not the case.
I am also regretful that I bumped my calories up b/c everyone said I was not eating enough...... I can't help but think that if I had not listened to everyone and ate as liberal as I had... maybe the sit ups would have been easier..... but I guess that is just my way of justifying my not making it.
Thanks for listening to me gab.... I appreciate it. Btw, I am not giving up... I will get back OP tomorrow and get ready for the November testing.