jamsk8r: Holy crap, with that rack jerk & your ultramarathon, you are the total package. Totally. Awesome.
Congrats on the PRs.
krampus: Sorry about the back! Hope you snap back to normal soon. 50# is nothing to be ashamed of, btw!
I do try to be realistic about my thighs. But I definitely have noticeable saddlebag issues still going on, and quite a lot of cellulite. I don't know whether I'm going to be able to get rid of this, but I'll give it a shot. I'm not willing to go to an underweight BMI, so I have a healthy cut-off in mind, after which if I'm not perfect, turns out I'll just have to accept my body as it is.
I tell myself, of course, that I can then start working again on building more muscle so I'll look better, etc etc, but I'm trying to discourage myself from this line of thinking, as I think that's just another way for me of indefinitely postponing self-acceptance. Not discouraging myself from actually doing it, mind you (I do want to build more muscle & get stronger), but not relying on it to "fix" the way I look...
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Quick maintenance workout yesterday. Amazing how quickly "I can do a chin-up!!!" turns into "I can only do one chin-up!" and then "I got my second chin-up!" turns into "I can only do two chin-ups!".
I must be in a mood this week (PMS I guess
). Perspective...