So i was on here awhile ago. It was before my wedding. I had gone back onto IP and i was losing weight effectively. I lost about a good 20 pounds..I was losing weight so i could fit into a nice wedding dress. Well....the date of the wedding was supposed to be May and for some odd reason, i thought it would be good to get married sooner. I thought "I better jump in and do this or else im going to be putting my wedding off forever". So we set the date for the 10th of March and all of the sudden i found myself between racks of wedding dresses. Luckily, i found one that fit me and praise god i lost those 20 pounds because i wouldnt have fit in it, if i hadnt. I walked down the isle in my size 24 wedding dress and married the love of my life...Our honeymoon was spent indulging in everything good and tasty. I had a great time..but unfortunately, my weight is suffering...In fact, i feel like im suffering now...A sense of loss perhaps or a loss of a goal... I feel like im married and standing in my kitchen going "now what?"... Its like..at least when i was getting married, i had a goal to go towards and a deadline and now...nothing..Im watching my weight climb and climb and climb...i think it did most of the climbing before the wedding and during the honeymoon and now i feel a sense of hopelessness..Its a sucky feeling to have post wedding..though i suppose i might not be the only one to have felt this.
Any thoughts on how to kick start? or give me hope?