Hey Vanessa
I speak to Von and Julia on facebook so don't post much here anymore. I am on and off with the boy - he still likes drinking more than I think he likes me. He is hard to resist and very sweet when he wants to be, but I know that I deserve better so we're not "together". We do have a strong attraction and are very comfortable with each other but I know that's not enough.
I have been dating a lot lately to see what's out there.. it's raining men at the moment. It is hard to know what to do with all the attention since losing weight - I am not used to it and feels strange.
Weight has been stable or slightly up over the holidays, but has settled now and back to tracking. Not exercising a lot lately but diet is the most important thing for me. Size 6's are tight but the 8's are still good and I know if I concentrate I will drop some weight quickly. I've lost about 2.3kg in the past few weeks since I started watching it again. The odd thing is that even gaining 3 or 4 kg feels SO uncomfortable now. I feel blobby and fat and disgusting.. which is so off when I used to be 30 or 40kg overweight and didn't do anything about it for so long. Now I can't stand my clothes getting tighter and immediately start tracking again.
I am in my last semester of grad school as of last week... it is going to be CRAZY busy but I can't wait to finish. Now to figure out what the he!! to do.. have a few job offers and don't know which way to go.