I will try to keep this short.
My mom and I were out shopping for x-mas, I was telling her about this jacket that I wanted and she asked me to show her. In a random turn of events she told me she would buy me the jacket and asked what size I needed. I told her the small fit perfectly, I felt good because this was the first small I have bought in a long time! Instead, she laughs and says "No, lets try to large on" ..........UH, why? Her reason was that when I gain the weight back I wont have to buy another jacket. WHAT?!! WHEN I gain it back. Thanks for the vote of confidence mom. She goes on to tell me that she did this when she was my age and got super fit but then wanted fries one day and instead of it only being on day of fries it was a whole year. She said it was basically inevitable and I will gain the weight back because its who I am.
WHAT?!?! Its who I am? I do understand that maintaining will be another challenge all together and its not uncommon to re-gain weight. It could happen, I know that. Is it so wrong to just want one freaking person to have confidence that I will be able to keep it off?
This is the same women that laughed at me when I said I was thinking about being a personal trainer and taking a nutrition course because it genuinely interested me. She told me that fat people didn't make good personal trainers.
Ugh, I just wish she could even just pretend to believe in me.