I'm currently almost 30lbs down. I'm wearing a size 9 for the first time in my life. And I just bought a bunch of size Small shirts. I started off this time last year wearing 18s and an XL. I thought that 7/8 was my goal size. But now that I'm almost here.. I feel like there's no difference in how I looked. The past 2 sizes have gone with the last 10lbs, so I think it's coming off of my thighs now. But whenever I see my reflection in doors or windows walking up to places I immediately ask myself 'Why do I look like such a whale?'
Even my boyfriend said earlier this week, "It's kind of ironic now that you're skinny you spend most of your time talking about how fat you are." I don't know why I can't see a difference. Maybe it's because not a single person has mentioned my weightloss? If I hadn't told my mom and my bf they wouldn't have said anything either. Even now, if I don't tell them I went down another jean size, they don't even notice. How do I see the difference that there obviously HAS to be after how much I've lost..