Alright, it's time for a thread! LOL! And I'm having a "fat" day, which is really weird because I never have them. I've felt like this maybe 3-4 times this entire journey. I think I'm just tired. And it's odd. It doesn't help to go back and look at where I was. I think I figured out the psychology of it though. I am a very competitive person, but I don't enjoy competitive sports. My worst competitor is none other than my own self. So I am competing against myself...my current self, not my former self. But enough about that.
Yesterday I felt normal weight. Today I don't. But tomorrow I will again.
I'm posting these because last week I was lamenting that I had to go to this wedding with a bunch of family that doesn't see me often and are very judgmental. I really just want to blend in. I'm not look to make a splash. I wish I could just make everybody forget I ever got as big as I did.
On to pictures. I have a lot of respect for you mirror-photo folks. It's not easy! They're not the best quality, and I even cleaned my mirror first! But you can't tell.
For comparison:
Me at 235ish
Me at 175 (overweight thresh hold)
Today's stats: 145 pounds
I can't believe I'm posting a sports bra photo. LOL!
Here is my "fat" pants photo, size 22. They were a bit big at my heaviest, but I wore them. I was between 20 and 22.
This is the dress for the rehearsal dinner. The skirt is a 4 from The Limited and I could use a 2 now, but it will work.
And here is the dress for the wedding. It's from Nordstroms and is an 8, which did not zip two weeks ago.