Hi PortHardyGirl
Cheer up! I, too, thought pudding was approved on P1, and had it nightly for the first week of P1. Once I found out, I eliminated it for the rest of P1 and just continued on. I was one who did feel fatigued for most of P1, and didn't have to deal with TOM, either.
Here's the information I can give you that might help.
~after finishing a clean P1, your energy will steadily improve.
~as long as you stay OP and start finding some ways to start incorporating some small bits of exercise the weight will come off quite rapidly.
I started to feel lots better around 250, but those initial pounds I lost were hard fought because I didn't have a plan. I got to 214 without a "plan" other than reduced consumption of partly crappy food and exercising lots. After gaining 20 back I started SBD.
When I started SBD in May of 09 I was pretty depressed that I had started to gain back. The claims that I would not always be ravenous combined with my intense desire to get back on track were enough for me to make myself a committment to try this for 6 months OP....no weekends off, breaks for holidays etc. When I did that, I lost weight rapidly and consistently. In those first 6 months I lost 42 pounds.
While I still have a bit to go, those 42 pounds lost gave me an entirely new outlook on life. I do think alot of it has been because I feel better than I've ever felt before. Cutting out the white sugar/white flour has been a great miracle in my life. My blood sugar has stabilized and I'm off blood pressure meds. My husband has noted that my mood swings, once so unpredictable, are pretty much non existent.
I feel your pain about being as heavy as you are right now. I've been right there. I put 275 as my HW because the scale quit reading accurately as I went up from there. This group (and SBD) are livesavers for me. I post every single day, because I know that it's much easier to gain than it is to lose. One week of balls to the wall eating can vaporize a months worth of progress. When I come here every day I stay on track.
Best wishes to you! Come here and share your frustrations. You will have all the support you need!