Some of you may know from other posts I have out there that my life is crap right now. And I mean RIGHT NOW.
My adrenaline is currently really high...to where you shake. And every time I try to eat it seems that's the time my adrenaline response kicks in. Fight or flight? I have no idea. But apparently in my desire to flee my body doesn't think it need food.
I can not eat.
I have gagged on anything substantial today.
But cake? No problem!! That I can eat. That I crave.
I need to eat. I am trying to break this plateau by eating! And it is working!! But it won't work if I can't get good quality food into me.
This sucks!
...deep breath.
Please don't yell at me about the cake. Please don't yell at me at all.