I work in an office where there are a lot of generous people. Today when I got here, there is still left over walnuts and dried fruit (which are in my repertoire, but I still need to say 'no') laid out on the community table.
First thing, one of those who bakes came in with a plate full of blondies piled HIGH with chocolate icing, all home made. Next, someone set out peanut butter cookies with Reses' "bells" on the top. Finally, someone just received her 3rd box of chocolate and offered me some. Thus far, I have said no to all of it. But - oh my word - I can SMELL each of these savory treats wafting from more than 10 feet away.
I have been drinking cups of tea non-stop since the triumvirate of evil descended on the table, but this is HARD. I just had my first mini-breakdown over food (yes, I teared up and feel like a complete jackass for doing so) out of frustration, but I have still managed to say no.
This sucks.
I'm going for a walk.