OK, still OP. Four days to go until CHINESE FOOD! My exercise has suffered this week because I'm preparing for an exam tomorrow, but it could be worse.
I had 1/2 bagel with lite cream cheese today. I bought it at a bagel store, and threw away the other half of the bagel right there so I wouldn't be tempted to eat it (I love bagels AND cream cheese). They must've thought I was nuts. But it was good for my willpower
I'm already hungry this afternoon
I've had two fruits, both starches, one lite, and a veggie. If I can make it through today, it'll be a miracle. Stress always makes me eat.
In the non-diet world, I found out that I would get a significant tuition break (and perhaps more consideration in admissions) at the graduate school my mom works at in Alabama. Unfortunately, I live in Massachusetts with my BF. We have a mortgage and two dogs. I have at least a year to make this decision, but there really is no decision to make. I have to go there. I'm worried sick about this recently, and I'm not sleeping well. My biggest fear is that he will not be able to or not WANT to go with me. I had him remove the peanut butter and crackers from the house yesterday because the compulsion to binge under this stress was so great. Now I'm eyeing my LITES!! Arrrgh!