okay, please don't scare me anymore than i already am. i am posting here because i need reassurance, if you have a horror story PLEASE do not post it, because i don't know if i can go through with this as it is.
okay, i have to have my tonsils taken out, doc said absolutely no way around it. i am not afraid to be cut on, as a matter of fact i don't care about that all. they could perform a lobotomy on me for all i care, if i could just be awake for it! this is MAJOR big huge phobia. like my biggest phobia of many! i am terrified to be put under....TERRIFIED......I AM YELLING THIS AND CRYING NOW, LIKE A BIG GINORMOUS OVERGROWN BABY.......absolutely scared to death of anesthesia. i have literally cried all day, (doesnt help my ears, nose and throat either!)
i need some words of encouragement, because i cant not have this done. doctor already told me it is not an option. please someone help be be less scared, because i am flipping terrified!