Hello,
My name is Brittany I'm 5'8 about 185 pounds 22 years old. I would tell you an exact weight but I'm too afraid to step on the scale, it can ruin an entire week for me. All I do is think about losing weight, going to the gym. I just never commit. I've wanted to lose weight for a while, this is my heaviest. I liked my body when i was about 150- 145. I hate the way I feel, I hate not wanting to go out in public because I'm not 'perfect'. I eat out of anxiety and emotionally eat a lot. It's like a never ending circle i eat because I'm sad that I'm fat, which makes no sense. If anyone could just give me some tips, advice, how they felt when they first started... I need something I feel like I'm slowly giving up on my self.