Okay so in the last few days my mom has gone completely insane. My step dad had found a suicide note she had written. She has been vaguely suicidal for a long time, esp the last 4 months, but never written a note.
Then they had a fight, he left, he came back a day or two later and she had destroyed everything in the house, they fought again, he called the cops, they took her away, my gpa bailed her out, then she went to my gparents house.
Then, she broke her cell phone and left. No one knows where she is.
She has credit cards on her, but my sister is watching for activity and there is none yet.
She had said a few weeks ago that when she's suicidal she lays pics of me and my sister out on the bed. That we are the only reason she hasn't killed herself.
But the other night all of us were fighting and she called and told my sister seh was disowning her, and we hadn't talked since I told her I was done dealing with her after she tried so hard to turn me and my sister against each other.
I was trying to go to work today, but I am falling apart so I called off.
I am hurting so bad.
Not turning to food though, just had a high protein breakfast in hopes of keeping the evil carb cravings away.